Ever since I’ve got back from Indonesia. that love and cherishing, “forget it all” feeling. was suddenly gone within a week or two. in august once I’ve came back to chicago.
sure, the stories, the journalism I’ve did there on my experience, popping the question to my girlfriend, everything little to a gigantic thing lead to the point. I’ve success something in life that most people cannot do in such a young age…
Medan (North of Sumatura of Indonesia) has been a 2nd home to me, I’ve never felt so welcome and so comfortable out of a foreign country. although I knew few words of Bahasa, I’ve never felt uncomfortable or scared trying to greet or chat with my girlfriend friends/family. knowing I’ll be ready to be fluently once I return again :)
but ever since I got back, my heart felt heavy knowing every thing, every smart phrase we say, or something remind us of our moment that make us cuddle and hug. all I can say is, Love… like no ordinary.
right now, I’m going through the hardest times, Crisis on money and jobs. missing out college for a slight mistake of not registering and not fixing my FAFSA properly on time. but every day, every bad moment, or something stressful. I look on my left hand. a ring…. a bracelet that says her name, “Amanda”. and a Coffee Mug that has our images on them that says “Te amo Siempre mi Amor” and our picture in my Wallet. never have I felt so strong in my life, or so much of a smile on my face since!
but now, busting my ass as always, its her turn to come here again to Chicago. and I’m not doing it alone <3
Aku Cinta Kamu Sayang Ku!
I’m beyond delighted to have u back in my life again, and committed with you <3
“Don’t see this as me saying ‘good-bye’. see it more as me saying, ‘I’ll see you soon’.”
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so I just got home yesterday from Medan, Indonesia FINALLY met my gf after 3 years. the emotion, the playful, everything…was the same how it was 3 years back…
there’s so much to talk about
I’ll highlight and summarize the best part from my traveling journal and share with you (plus pictures and videos)
so, To Be Continued… :D