It's okay... I am a Doctor

My name is Carlos (AKA Oz). I'm 19 years old, I'm a college student and going for Video Designing. Living every minute breathing having the best time of my life, I asked myself so many question about myself that’s is left with such answer as “no reason”. Over the year, I had a constant struggle, I pulled through well and living stronger then I was before. I spend my most time doing either; Drawing, Boxing (training), writing stories/lyrics, hanging out with my true friends, listening to music (but who doesn't?). Anyways, I am complicated to understand and to read from mind time to time. I’m a huge fan of Children of Bodom. I’m an introvert and it’s not a shameful thing when you look at it! For you all I can say is enjoy the wonders of my mind and enjoy what I enjoy out of best. Change is good, but who ever said it was a bad thing? Last but not least, if you have an xbox LIVE account here’s my GT: ItsOKihaveAIDS

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Racist Remark part 1
Playing Gears of War 3: Horde Mode
the video (which had bad sound quality that I had to edit only some part of the best remark this player said). guy GT was SmokeyAcid. all I can say is every remark he made. he really hates black people!

grandmasterflash:

ok for real though jesse’s silhouette here is just about the funniest thing i have ever seen i had to draw it

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its (not) good to be back home….

Ever since I’ve got back from Indonesia. that love and cherishing, “forget it all” feeling. was suddenly gone within a week or two. in august once I’ve came back to chicago.

sure, the stories, the journalism I’ve did there on my experience, popping the question to my girlfriend, everything little to a gigantic thing lead to the point. I’ve success something in life that most people cannot do in such a young age…

Medan (North of Sumatura of Indonesia) has been a 2nd home to me, I’ve never felt so welcome and so comfortable out of a foreign country. although I knew few words of Bahasa, I’ve never felt uncomfortable or scared trying to greet or chat with my girlfriend friends/family.  knowing I’ll be ready to be fluently once I return again :)

but ever since I got back, my heart felt heavy knowing every thing, every smart phrase we say, or something remind us of our moment that make us cuddle and hug. all I can say is, Love… like no ordinary.

right now, I’m going through the hardest times, Crisis on money and jobs. missing out college for a slight mistake of not registering and not fixing my FAFSA properly on time. but every day, every bad moment, or something stressful. I look on my left hand. a ring…. a bracelet that says her name, “Amanda”. and a Coffee Mug that has our images on them that says “Te amo Siempre mi Amor” and our picture in my Wallet. never have I felt so strong in my life, or so much of a smile on my face since!

but now, busting my ass as always, its her turn to come here again to Chicago. and I’m not doing it alone <3

Aku Cinta Kamu Sayang Ku!

I’m beyond delighted to have u back in my life again, and committed with you <3

“Don’t see this as me saying ‘good-bye’. see it more as me saying, ‘I’ll see you soon’.”
-my babygirl

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no but you can try: itsatrapbecauseitsaspam(.)net

it’s those story you just hear in movies…

so I just got home yesterday from Medan, Indonesia FINALLY met my gf after 3 years. the emotion, the playful, everything…was the same how it was 3 years back…

there’s so much to talk about

I’ll highlight and summarize the best part from my traveling journal and share with you (plus pictures and videos)

so, To Be Continued… :D

grantcotter:

DONT PISS OF A PUG OR ELSE THIS WILL HAPPEN

grantcotter:

DONT PISS OF A PUG OR ELSE THIS WILL HAPPEN

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